Why is it always like this? Exactly the same, over and over again in a never-ending cycle. And then I remind myself that it is just like the others, and it doesn't matter. But does that help? Not at all.
What happens when it fades away? Only wasting my time on nothing.
But how do I know this time will be different, will those few nights make up the countless months.
False hopes, false hopes. Take them away.
So tell me, is it really worth the risk?