Jr. Districts

Yay! :)
Wednesday and Friday (yesterday) were the four hour rehearsals. Painful, yet fun. I sat next to this hybrid: half chinese, half white. He had REALLY shiny and silky hair. I even asked him what shampoo he used. After that, I think he got a little creeped out, hahaha. Today, woke up at 7 and went to the high school to get picked up to go to rehearsal. Rehearsal till 12, then lunch, and then concert at one. The concert was pretty intense and awesome. I really really enjoyed it over all! (Senior districts next year *crosses fingers)
Mmm It was also nice to "bond" with people I don't see often at school. A lot of great times.

homework time, poop.

Pancakes

I can't believe how well things are going for me right now. I guess it's partly because indoor track is over, and I have all the time in the world to study, do homework, practice viola, and socialize. Just missing the exercise part. With track and cross country, my schedule was crammed- literally. Gahhh but that crammed, late night schedule will soon return because outdoor track starts in about two weeks. I don't know..I don't really like track, but at the same time, I love it? Mmmhm. Love-hate relationship. I miss cross country though. :( I miss the feeling I always get after running our killer course.
Course selections..fun. Honors English and Honors Math are a must. AP Bio and maybe maybe honors history. AP History if I don't get recommended into AP Bio. But then I won't have time for anything, especially if I'm going to run. (which I will eventually end up doing anyway..) Okay, I'll stop. :)

excuses, excuses

Miley Cyrus has been accused of racism against Asians after a controversial photo was published. The following photo was distributed online, of Cyrus and friends pulling their eyes slanted while sitting next to an unidentified Asian American boy.

HAHA why am I not surprised?! Miley Cyrus has once again, plunged herself into a sloppy mess.
...hopefully, my 9 year old family friend, who wants to be the next hannah montana, doesn't see this.

Don't you just hate it when you try to make plans, but your friends fail to respond? For example,
Hey, you want to go to Harvard sq. with me tomorrow?
Uhh...I don't know...not sure...depends...
Okay. So, ends up responding an hour before the 'plan' is supposed to take action. I mean, WHAT IS THIS?!?! Even better; if you don't want to hang out, then just say NO. One syllable- easy enough.
Or...
When you make plans with friends, and then they cancel last minute. Are you serious?!?!? I understand if it's a one time thing, but if it's constantly the same excuse...
just don't bother.

mmhm

mmmm sweet vacation. :)
The best part about vacation is the sleep, am I correct? Along with the friends, shopping, food, movies, and fun, of course.
Indoor track is finally over. Sad but happy. More happy than sad though. I never really liked running in that dusty, humid dome anyway. Now..time for outdoor track.
The other night, I stayed up until 3am doing a science project that was assigned a month ago...wooot procrastination. And then during class, my contacts were making me cry probably because my eyes were too dry.
Report cards?! Not bad at all; in fact, I improved in everything. :)
Tomorrow is the graduation for those morning dao classes! Ah...If I were to miss the graduation, I would have to take the three hour long, 14 classes of lectures all over again. They're making everybody go up to the alter and recite the super long teaches from memory though..AHH.


I'm eyeing this uber-cool green tumbler from starbucks right now. I fell in love with the lonely tumbler when I found it sitting on the shelves filled with dozens of other tumblers and mugs. I didn't have enough money though. :( THIS BEAUTIFUL CREATION NEEDS A LOVING AND CARING OWNER THAT WILL FEED IT NICE HOT ENGLISH TEA.

Oh yeah, happy valentines day!

I swear

If this happens again, I might as well go die in a hole. (There, I said it.) At least it won't be as painful as this.
I'm not talking about the 2 mile event I was forced to run yesterday, even though that was the worst pain I've gone through in a long time. The first 11 laps were a breeze, but the last 11 laps was a 7 minute battle in which I failed miserably. I didn't actually stop in the middle of the track and walk, I just gave up mentally. And that is the second worst thing a runner can do during a race. As a whole group of Reading girls passed me, I lost the motivation to strive to the top. Slowly, I lost hope, the last bit was left clinging on the edge at my last two laps.
Even though I still will not forgive myself for giving up that night, I don't regret the experience at all. Running the 2 mile event made me a stronger runner, and even stronger mentally.
Sometimes you need to fall before you can rise to great heights.

ANYWAY, what I was talking about before...will just be kept to myself. :)

lol.

"Girls are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in reality, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree."

That is an interesting analogy...
just thought I would share :)

no one to help you up.

Why is it always like this? Exactly the same, over and over again in a never-ending cycle. And then I remind myself that it is just like the others, and it doesn't matter. But does that help? Not at all.
What happens when it fades away? Only wasting my time on nothing.
But how do I know this time will be different, will those few nights make up the countless months.
False hopes, false hopes. Take them away.

So tell me, is it really worth the risk?